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 Odd...this morning i was really homesick, but now that im home, i seek adventure again. I wasnt even gone all that long either. hmmmm.

You know, some people should just....

Learn to listen

Learn to accept No as an answer

Stop being so retarded

Learn to not conform

Throw away their iPods

Get laid

Grow up

Open their minds

And finally, some people should just FUCK OFF

 I need the song from the snoop dogg Orbit commercial, that song would be great in my car, which btw, has a bad belt, so i cant drive it right now, which sucks, but hey, it opens me up to other modes of transportation. I need a motorcycle.

And thats it for your july 21st(12:03 am) edition of me 

July 13th...

Heat can do weird sh*t to people. You probably know what I'm talking about, how the behavior of a person can change witht the temperature. Alot of people get extremly worn out, others just get uber pissed. The latter is actually minorly annoying. One of our guards was just a pissant for no reason at all, and i dont mean to rant, but she yelled at me for teling her to enforce some rules she'd missed. But anyway, towards the end of the day i told her..."Change your tampon!".......................................................................................................................................................

................bad idea i guess. Why is it everytime i say that, i end up in deep horseshit?... Well, as it ended up, i tried apologizing later, and she sorta blew me off. I had realized it wasnt her, it was the heat, and that i'd done a marolous sin, and wanted to gain forgiveness. Well, she wont talk to me at all, probably not for awhile anyway. But i figured, if she wont listen to my apolojy of my wrong doings, screw it. I'll figure somthing out, but right now, i'm just too tired, and thinkin about inducing vomiting to stop this damn nausea. Its jut not worth it. 

What is with people you dont like, or they dont like you, and how they always make an attempt to get back into your life, almost it seems...just to piss you off. I've adopted this new stragety to retain my sanity, "screw it"...;not the most orignal idea i could have come up with, but you know what...screw it! hee hee, its so beautiful, yet so simple. That person who just doesnt want to connect with me in any way shape or form, even though i've tried more than i should, idk yet, i ws told to set up a "screw it" plan for that person as well, but i guess i could continue my efforts for a while longer. 

 with that, i'll leave you with this,(it aint mine btw)

  there's nothing to lose but my mind and all the things I wanted

  I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe to question every answer counted

Hows my writing, call 551-1991